What a holly-shit day huh ? 17 means kena kongkong lagi kea ? Yes, I know. 17 doesn't mean can go here, go there without any permision. I know that because aku still bawah tanggungan mama and papa but dear family, please ? Sometimes i felt like, ohmyfucka. Can y'll bagi aku some space untuk ' bernafas ', hm ? I didn't ask fr money to buy something new. What I want right now is happiness. Ehem, only happiness but I goin thru is life sucks. Felt like killing myself when I goin thru all this kinda thingy things. Korang selalu gaduh, yang kena tempias ? Aku kan. Aku kena jaga rahsia orang neh, kena jaga hati orang tu and macam macam laa. Ape yang aku dapat ? Kena maki kan, memang best. My hubby, haha. So funny when talk about him. Asyik kena mara jea dengan aku. Awak, awak nak tahu tak kenape sy marah marah ? Awak taksuka mencuba tahu. You are not brave enough to take a risk. Sayang, try to change it okay ? I will try towards myself jugak. Sy taknak marah marah dah. Sy akan cuba, alright ? We both trying. Sorry fr all my mistake.

* Mama, papa and family. Yana sayang korang sangat but please appreciate it. Yana nak spm tahun neh. Yana taknak tensyen dah, yana takboleh. Jangan salah kan Yana if one day I am not around you guys anymore because this feeling torturing me, killing myself. I can't stand it anymore. Hmph.

* Sayang, sy cinta awak sangat. I'm not a good girlfriend to you. Sometimes I felt like, kenape awak tak tinggal jea sy ? Kenape awak tak cari jea lain ? I'm useless and always drag you in my problems. But deep inside, I'm crying. I can't let you go. Even each second you leave me, I felt like " Honey, where are you ? I've been missing you so much " Huhh, awak tahu kan sy sayang awak banyak mane ? Sy sayang awak banyak sangat. Like langit yang tiada penghujungnye and laut yang tak bertepian. Kan ? Sumpa cinta plus sayang awak. Moreover, kt dah ada Chacha sekarang neh.

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